and love is not a victory march it's a cold and its a broken hallelujah...
If I had one wish, I'd wish that you could come to our superbowl party. And eat yummy food with us. And drink a beer and laugh and yell at the screen. Because if it was true, then you could do a lot more too, like walk with me to class and complain about homework. Talk to me about bizarro things, like why eskimos should be allowed to hunt whales. Have crazy dance parties after a night out with the girls, just to name a few.
Love you. Miss you. Wish you were here. Always. Just a bit more today.
xoxo darling
I can't believe I forgot until now...
I can't believe it's been three years, it feels so much longer. I can't believe I forgot until now. It's weird that I only think about you from time to time now, sometimes I think it's good and sometimes I think it makes me a bad friend. I even thought about you today. I thought about when Michael made that remake of Prom for you when you went home and how weird it was. But I didn't put it together with the day.
I should have remembered today at least, right? I mean God, what kind of friend forgets that? I'd even though about visiting. I wanted to, I want to, but...I don't know what. And now it's like 10:30, the day is almost over, and what did I do all day? Study? Watch tv?
Sometimes I wonder how life would be different if you were still here. Would we still be friends? Would I have joined your house? Would you be dating Steven, graduating in May?
Sometimes I feel like I've dreamed the whole thing up, or that you just moved away and are unreachable. I like to think the latter is true. Maybe one day you will be reachable again. I miss you and I hope wherever you are, you are happy.
just rescue me i dont wanna go
What is wrong and why won't you tell me? Of course I'm worried. What is making it so complicated?
8 am tests blow. As do quizzes before a break. BUT:
One test
One quiz
Four classes
Four hours of work
to go. Then it's peace out, check ya later.
p.s. pilates makes me feel good.
and i come here to talk i hope you understand...
I miss you. Happy 22nd. Wish you were here.
Joyeux Anniversaire!
Happy Birthday to my beautiful boyfriend who is the greatest boy in the entire universe!
I played some tennis with Em this morning. Other than that I have accomplished NOTHING. We had some pancakes for lunch and then I watched a lot of tv. I hate writing French papers. BLECH. So here I go...
et toi, tu te permets de dire encore encore
La suisse me manque beaucoup. Je pense de recommencer à écrire encore. Personne ne le lit pas; c'est seulement pour moi-même.
Mon but pour le mois d'octobre, c'est d'apprendre 1-100 en espagnol.
Pour maintenant c'est tout. A bientôt.
we need some positive vibes
I'm so blah right now. And annoyed. For no real reason other than that I am making myself this way. And that makes it even more annoying.
