I can't believe I forgot until now...
I can't believe it's been three years, it feels so much longer. I can't believe I forgot until now. It's weird that I only think about you from time to time now, sometimes I think it's good and sometimes I think it makes me a bad friend. I even thought about you today. I thought about when Michael made that remake of Prom for you when you went home and how weird it was. But I didn't put it together with the day.I should have remembered today at least, right? I mean God, what kind of friend forgets that? I'd even though about visiting. I wanted to, I want to, but...I don't know what. And now it's like 10:30, the day is almost over, and what did I do all day? Study? Watch tv?
Sometimes I wonder how life would be different if you were still here. Would we still be friends? Would I have joined your house? Would you be dating Steven, graduating in May?
Sometimes I feel like I've dreamed the whole thing up, or that you just moved away and are unreachable. I like to think the latter is true. Maybe one day you will be reachable again. I miss you and I hope wherever you are, you are happy.
posted by Allay! @ 10:21 PM
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